can being in love be a crazy thing.
Mood:  quizzical
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Topic: About Him

I mean can you be so much in love with someone that you can drive yourself crazy. I mean I love andrew more than life itself and I would give up my life for him. Is that being crazy. Am I wasting my time aiming toward a guy who may not want to be with me like i want to be with him.

I been in love with this guy for a long time. Getting back in contact with him change my entire life. I became a brand new Shareka and without him  I dont think I would be different or feel this way about a guy.

Its hard seeing him with someone else. Well it hurts a whole lot and I wish I could have my chance. I sometimes wonder if I do. I cant change my feelings for him no matter how hard I try and believe me I have tried so many times. It doesnt work as planned. I been trying to find a way to tell him what I am going through but he isnt having a good time where he is. something is bothering him and he wont tell me and it hurts so much that he wont tell me. I wish he could tell me, showing me isnt engough right now. I wish he could tell me as a friend. i mean we are friends first before anything right. idont know anymore on what to do. help